*yawn*

yeah I've been tired pretty much all the time. Although the day before yesterday I went to sleep at 9pm and yesterday at 10pm, I am still so fucking tired. Why ? I'd really like to know.

The opening ceremony went well I guess.. I mean, it was raining a bit (the rain wouldn't do any harm, BUT our opening ceremony is outside, in Brackman's park) and a boy fainted right in front of me. I felt SO bad afterwards, because I first thought that he just fell or tripped or something like that and I started laughing a bit. When I realised what happened, I was like... fuck. But the teachers acted quickly and the boy recovered in a few seconds, so nobody made a big fuss over it.
So yeah, nothing interesting happened.

After that my grandfather came to visit with her wife. They bought a cake and my dad made coffe so we just sat in the kitchen, talking about... everything. When they were about to go away, grandpa gave me 500.-. Yay, tomarrow I'm going shopping with Tiina :3

Nothin' much happened today, so sayonara!
Maarja

Yo!

I don't want to go to school yet *sob*. This summer was really great, I went to the ETFÜ camp and met tons of people and played volleyball all night long. Then I was a teacher at the finnish-estonian camp AND met a girl who is also a big japanese fan + she was the only one of the kids who could speak english so I had to talk to her a lot ^^. And I also worked 2 months, and with that money, I'm gonna buy a bike. But tomarrow, school starts, ALREADY! Well, the opening ceremony is tomarrow and then will be the school camp- to days and one night. I decided not to go there, because as always, there is NOTHING to do. Exept some sports competitions and the drawing competition, but besides that, n o t h i n g.
Argh, shit happens.

Well, I'll try to study as much as I can this year, since I don't have music school anymore and I have loads of free time. I wanna graduate with really good grades and then... well I just want to prove myself, that I am capable of getting A's in any test. Well, exept maybe russian, because I really suck at that ^.^'
Anyways, gambate, watashi!

Oh I just can't resist ^^ Here are some pictures of my kitty-cat Joosep (who btw, just turned 1 years old)

13 reede.

OK so I haven't written anything here for a long time, but I have a reason! I was seriously sick starting from Saturday- constent stomach-ache and dizzyness. And of course the S-A started after I ate chinese food (btw, for the first time) and after I thought that I will NEVER eat it again, because I also started feeling sick from that. So I was lying there on the couch, when my mom came and told me that she wanted to go see Eclipse. When I refused, she literally started BEGGING me. So I ha no choice but to go. And here's warning: NEVER go soo Eclipse with your mom! There were so many silent kissing scenes and it felt really uncomfortable to sit there, next to my mom, while there's a wet kissing scene. Ugh *shivers*.

So anyway, when Sunday approached, I started feeling worse and worse. My tummy was seariously aching and I threw up twice. Even painkillers didn't help. Around 11.30pm, my dad finally called the ambulance, since I also had a fever. The parametics came, talked a little and then gave me 2 shots- 1 for the s-a and 1 for the dizziness. But even those didn't work! At that moment, I felt really weak and even started crying. The pain was unbeareable and I really wished to be under a narcosis for a long long time. Monday was a little bit better and Tuesday I almost felt good. Wendsday I finally felt health again.

But my sufferings didn't stop just then. Yesterday I went shopping with Tiina, and after when we went home, I had a heatstroke in the bus. And AGAIN I felt nausea and when I arrived home, I threw up twice. Again. That was again one of my most miserable day... Well, atleast the evening. We don't go shopping together much and that part was really fun. So, back to the topic, I think I finally fell asleep at 10 and woke up at 11.30 pm. I felt really really good, even my headache (oh yeah I forgot to mention, I had a strong headache too) was getting better. Of course I couldn't fall asleep so easily, but I succeeded around 1am. Yaay.

Today was a really really hot day at work. around 34 degrees.It wouldnt have been so warm, if there would have been a little bit of wind, but I guess it was too much to ask. So I bought myself a fan, and at least that helped a little. Well, actually today wasn't such a bad day. I read some books all day long ( "Kalevipoeg" and "Minu oma", can't tell the authors by heart)so 10 hours passed quickly. When I arrived home, I immediately went under a cold shower. Kimochii..

Stay healthy, kids!
Maarja

btw, sorry if I had any grammar mistakes.
btw 2, sorry if there were any repetetive words.
teehee ^^