Let it SHINee

I have been listening to a freackin awesome Korean band SHINee 24/7. They're just.. kyaaa!! They are not just excellent singers and dancers, they are so cute with kids (L) They were in a variety show called Hello Baby, and they had to look after a 4 year old boy for several months. I have watched the first 2 episodes and wow they are just amazing. The leader Onew, Bling bling Jonghyun, Flaming charisma Minho, the Diva Key and last but so not least, the lead dancer maknae Taemin (LLLLL). They are just so cute, so good dancers and singers and they all have frineldy personailties. ^^ ok I'll stop the fan girl stuff now. BUT YOU HAVE TO LISTEN TO THEIR SONG "LUCIFER"!!!!
I just got the results of the physics preliminary exams.. D(3) -.- I was so pissed first but my parents were like "If you are going to go to Japan in the future, then there's no need for physics anyways" haha. The history exam is on Wednesday.. Gambate, watashi!.
Oh right, I went to Tartu on Saturday to watch the play "Puhastus" (which was awesome) but before that me and Tiina went to hang out in Tasku. I went to Rahvaraamat and asked where they keep their manga books. I was disappointed that there weren't many different ones, but one of them cought my eye- Kyousuke Motomi's "Beast Monster". I looooove iiiit! Leo is so damn cute and sometimes a bit scary. haha, the perfect combination :) I thought that the writing and drawing style seemed familiar and then.. it was made by the same author whose manga I finished last night (the ending sucked). Beast master has a sequel too, but there weren't any in Rahvaraamat at that time. Well then, I just have to wait until I will have the chance to go to Tartu again :P Mata nee~!

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Today went by quite quickly. There was a history test and I think it went good. I didn't do one question right, because I didn't know the year when the germans ocupied Estonia and we had to put things in order so.. I'm losing 3 points for that -.- Oh well, zappens.

It's snowing.. I hate snow, really. It's so wet and cold etc. and besides, it's gonna melt quickly again, because it's +1 degrees C. So pointless. It's less than a month to my birthday.. I don't have any feelings for it, for me it's just an ordinary day. Funny, I used to start planning my b'day the day after my previous one. And well, we planned Tiina'as birthday 2 months earlier or so and it didn't come out so well. I'm not sure if I'm even gonna celebrate this year.. Well okay, maybe I'm just grumpy right now.

I went to my great-grandmother's funeral on Saturday. It was so depressing. I haven't even talked to her properly- ever. She lives.. khm,lived in Tammsalu. I only went there twice so I can't tell that she was a very close person to me. I still cried a little bit. I was okay when the guy was reading the speech, but when I saw my dad, his brother and their relatives carring away the coffin, then... I just couldn't help it.

Let's end those depressing topics! So, what good thigs have happened recently.. I made a new friend (I). His name is Jan (No, Mirjam and Eliis, he's not from our class :D). I was playing yatzy on playray so he started talking to me and stuff. He's quite annoying really :D He claims to be 21 or so, but.. Maybe it's just me, but he sounds like a 15 y-o. Well, he doesn't sound, but our conversations are quite the same like they are with my aged friends. Oh well..

My brother has been in Australia for a month now. We tak to him frequently through skype and he sends us some pictures too. On sunday, we even checked out his house on Google Earth! I love that program, after the "tour" in Australia, dad let me look around in Sapporo, Japan. Oh, and Okinawa too. I knew that Japan isn't the prettiest place on earth, well, atleast the big cities where the houses are right nex o each other and there's no room between them, but when my mother saw that she was like: "Is that really the place you want to go?". So she was pretty surprised. For some reason I now want to go there even more. But there's one problem. If I ever go there, then I'm probrably gonna get a nickname Ooki Maarja - big Maarja, because the height differece between me and an average japanese person is.. quite big. The girls are normally 160 cm high but I'm 180... kusooo.

Stay genki! (lol it sounds so off :D)

Ooki/Seitaka Maarja
:3

Long time no see(n), huh :D

Oops, I accidentaly just posted the title at first.. Hehe, fail.
So.. school... God I hate it. I mean, there are some classes that are bearable, like English and Biology and Math and Physics, but some of them are just.. awful. I don't understand chemistry so much. I know that it is very logical and stuff, but I really don't like the teacher. And then Russian. No comments about that. I just don't like it.
I found out a few days ago, that there's going to be 2 preliminary exams just before Christmas. Physics and hisory. Fantastic. I can manage history if I study hard, since last time I got an A (yay), but physics.. Now that's gonna be tough. I have to study study study and maybe, wth my mom's help, I can get some extra classes in it. Though I don't really like that idea, since when it's just me and the teacher then.. This would be a total fail. I just know that I would make a fool of myself.

Pwah, it's depressing to write about school.

One of the best things that has happened in past month, is that Tiina joined the Elise's choir. Well, that actually happened last Wendsday and she's still on noviciate (it should mean "katseaeg", but that word is just... weird :D). That means, that if her voice won't get better (even with Rutt's audio unit *again, a weird word that should mean "hääleseade"*), then she won't be suited for the choir. It sucks, because it would be so cool if we were to sing in the same group.

My dad found a great site called www.thejapanese.com. So basially it's a place to learn Japanese, especially Hiragana, Katakana and probrably Kanji too. It's the best site I have seen so far. There's also genkijapan.com, but it's not so thorough as the first one. I also found a Japanese grammar book at Rahvaraamat and my mom promised to buy that for me. So in general, if I don't have enough time to study Japanese now, then I will study it as much as possible on the winter holiday. I want to learn Japanese so much, it's such a beautiful language! And also, my parents support the idea to go to Japan as an exhange student. I LOVE MY PARENTS! haha. I will try my best and try to become the person that is going to be actually sent to Japan. So, Gambate, watashi!

Mata ne~!

Maarja.

Vaheaeg!!

Sel aastal hakkab vaheaeg ühe korraliku peoga, st. Tiina sünnipäevaga. Kõik inimesed ei saanud küll kohale tulla, aga kõige tähtsamad peaks juba Pärnu poole teel olema(: Pidu kestab 3 päeva ja 2 ööd. Vägeeev. Ma olen kindel et Tiina vanematele nii väga meeldib see, kui mingid "möllavate hormoonidega teismelised" (nagu ütles Tiina vanaema) nende korteri enda valdusesse võtavad. No tegelikult on ta ema ja isa ise ka kodus, that sucks, aga ma loodan et see ei sega peomeeleolu :P

Masendav on mõelda et mu vend läheb juba teisipäeval ära, Austraaliasse :/. Kõige hullem on see, et ta läheb sinna kõige rohkem 2 aastaks, mis on minu jaoks terve igavik. Üks hea asi selle kõige juures on - ta lubas mulle midagi Jaapanist saata :P. Sest ometigi on ju Austraalia Jaapanile vääääga lähedal ;)

Avastasin eile õhtul taas Simsi "võlud". haha. Ma hakkasin seda kuskil 10 paiku mängima ja mängisin kella üheni öösel.. Ma olen kindel et vaheaja lõpuks on mul jälle sellest kopp ees :D

Ma avastasin et ma ei olegi kõige hullem joonistaja. 2 suht normaalset pilti olen ma saanud tehtud sedasi, et vaatan ainult üksikuid elemente erinevate piltide pealt. Näiteks Miu-chan'i pildiga pidin vaatama ainult käe asendit ja kuidas koolivormi särki paremaks teha.. Ma arenenen ^^
(ps, Miu pole mingi anime tegelane, juhuks kui peaks huvitama ;) )



Oijah, mul on ilmselgelt hea tuju täna... Smailid vallutavad maailma! (võinoh, tegelikult ainult mu blogi :D)

Mata nee!

Maarja ^^

Šhallallaaaa

Täna oli suhteliselt positiivne päev, ilm oli ilus, iPod oli täi laetud ja tunnid olid talutavad. Pärast kooli kiirustasin koju, tegin süüa ja hakkasin youtube'is viedoid (või videosid? :D) vaatama. Juhtusin Animatsuri omadele peale. Vaatasin eelmise aasta söömisvõistlust ja Triinu tehtud Hare Hare Yukai tantsu. Tubli, Triin! :)
Niisiis, palju aega mul kodus ei olnud ja läksin edasi kooriproovi. Täna saime lõpuks noodid kätte. Ave Maria - tundub olevat lihtne lugu, aga tehniliselt on see kohutavalt raske.. okei, mitte kohutavalt, aga ikkagi, tehnika peab olema 110%. Siis saime veel ühe saksa keelse laulu (mida minul kui prantsuse- mitte saksa keele õppijal suhteliselt raske laulda on) ja ühe eesti keelse. Nimi ei tule isegi meelde.
Ja siin ma nüüd olen. Peaks õppima hakkama, aga samas... tjah.. homseks pole palju õppida ;)

Mul oleks vaja leida mõni anime, kus oleks pruunide, laineliste juustega tüdruk. Tahaks ikka järgmine aasta Animatsurile minna ja siis juba cosplayd ka teha. Algul mõtlesin teha Reirat, Nana'st, aga esiteks on tal pigem blondid juuksed ja teiseks peaks mul siis tukk olema.. Triin, oskad aidata? (A)

*Läheb koolitantsu harjutama*

Yo .

Ma ei saa pihta miks ma olen kogu see aeg inglise keeles bloginud. Suht pointless või nii :D

Igatahes, vihma sajab, tuba on jahe, homme on füüsika töö, ma olen väsinud. Põnev, või mis? Viimane mate jäi täna ära, sest mõned pidid järeltööd tegema. Kasutasin siis seda võimalust ära ja tulin jala koju. Peaks ikkagi rohkem liikuma hakkama.. ja tervislikumalt toituma. Ma lugesin hiljuti mingit ajakirja mis rääkis varajase surma põhjustest, ja ebatervislik toitumine oli üks põhjusteks. Mitte mingil juhul ei taha ma 50 aastaselt ära surra, kuigi väga vanaks ka elada ei tahaks. Haigused, reuma jne.

Tahaks nii väga magada. Mingitel teadmata põhjustel pole ma juba mitu nädalat ennast välja maganud. Isegi nädalavahetusel on pea et võimatu vähemalt 10'ni põõnata. Sellest tuleneb ka see, et mul on pidevalt õppimata jne. Mingit halba hinnet pole veel saanud, hunnik B'sid ja A'sid, mõned C'd ka. Samas aga tahaks kontrolltööd ka A'd saada, mitte ainult mingid tobedad töövihiku harjutused või tunnikontrollid. See eeldab aga õppimist ja õppimine kulutab palju energiat aga energiat mul pole. Mitte kõige vähematki. Aga informaatika B üle olen ma küll õnnelik.. kuigi Exel on suht lihtne programm :D

Oeh, peaks ikkagi hakkama füüsikat õppima, enne kui ma siia teki alla magama jään.

Ja ne!
Maarja

*väike tähelepanek: eesti keeles kirjutamine hoiab märksa rohkem aega kokku :D*

Deviantart

Yay! I haz a Deviantart user ^o^ After Mihkel's constent talk about it, I finally gave up and registered. I was too tired to scan the pictures so I just made a photo of them. I'll probrably scan them later.. like, tomarrow. Maybe. Right now, my favourite pictures are Miki and Miu-chan. Miu-chan took the most time - 3 hours. And Kotone took me... I think it was 2 hours. An it was late at night when I drew this. I finished about 2.30 am.

http://lifelicence.deviantart.com/

Mwahahahaaa

Aaanyways, we have to write a sentence or an aphorism in art class using ink. And because it's going to be the Teacher's day soon, the topic is.. *Dum dum dum dum dumm* : TEACHERS!... Wow, shocker.. Anyways, I thought that I'll do a sentence like that : "Hea õpetaja ei pea end valitsejaks õpilase üle.". You think they'll like it? :D

It's going to be Tiina's birthday soon.. okay, there's a whole month before that, but we already made some plans and decided who to invite. Elina, Janek and Janar are going to come from Tartu and then probrably Mardin from Rapla and Kadi from Viljandi... Why doesn't anyone live in Pärnu, huh?

Uuuh, brain fart. I don't know what to write about anymore :D Well, I know, (alcohol free cider, school, guitar etc) but I'm too tired.. ^.^'

Soooo.... sayonara, my fellow estonians.
Maarja.

Mihkel.

I know, I know, what's up with the title? The thing is, I let him read my blog one day, and he complained that I have mentioned him only once. So there you go, happy now? And btw, you seriously are a baka. Now that I finally thought that I'd stay up all night, you just signed off. You cold hearted alien. Nante ne ^^ (just kidding ;D).

Now I finally know who is my favourite singer. After so long research, I at last found him. Declan Galbraight. The young man with an angels voice.. okay, not an angels, but his singing is really... something. Right now, my favourite song is An Angel (umm... why am I repeeating the word "Angel" ? xD). I sang along after listening to the song once, and that's really something. Well, I guess I just like it when British people sing. I really listen to the lyrics and so on. ^^.

My parents are in Tallinn tonight, so I'm all alone. A normal teenager would have arranged a party or a sleepover or somethin like that, but because I don't get to be all alone so often, I like to use the oppurtunity and do whatever I want. And I literally do whatever I want. That means, right now, I am sitting on the stairs with my pillow and a blanky, and I have brought here everything I could to make tea, right here, on the eight level of the stairs. Mwahahahaaaaa

Okay, not much to talk about. I guess I will start spamming Mihkel again. Take that, hahaaa.

Maarja :)

Konnichi wa :)

I just read Triin's newest blog entry, and she wrote that she joined the school choir.. well, I went to Pärnu's Eliise's choir audition, and I got in, AND I'm the second sopran too :D coincidence? Totally :D.

Anyway, the beginning of the day wasn't so cheerful as the rest of the day. P.E sucked, French lesson sucked, Estonian was a little bit boring and so on. But when Math came, then.. Haha. We had a substitute teacher, and she is just the funniest teacher ever! Not because she wants to be, no, but she just says things that everybody starts laughing about. Like she's really cheerful and she always says "vahva" and so on. Like "Kas te selle peale olete kunagi mõelnud, et parabool lõikab *blah blah blah*, on ju vahva?" xD I laughed half of the lesson. I even held my breath, because I couldn't stop. Oh, and she was our substitute teacher last year too once or twice, but then, her catchword was "Ahoi!". "Ahoi, kas keegi tahab midagi küsida?". Haha.

After Math, computer lesson came. Me, Tiina and Karoliine had to sit around one computer, becuase there aren't enough for all of us. Anyway, we had to finish the task we were given last time, but since I had already completed mine last thursday, we had free choice what to do. So we went to Orkut and iloveim.com (which is kinda like ebuddy, btw) and talked with Mihkel and Carlos, the only 2 people that were online at the moment. We laughed a lot, for no particular reason, but it was fun too.

In conclusion, My day wasn't so bad after all. But I have so much homework to do now -.- plus I have to retell a text in russian tomarrow, oh joy.

Batsu tama

Depressed. That's the one word to describe my mood right now. I was looking through some pictures my friends drew, and well... I realised, yet once again, that I'm a pathetic drawer. I can't draw anything unless I have a picture of it, or it will turn out... slighlty said - horrible. Okay, I have a few pictures that are not so bad, but still. Although I lack of talent, I really really want to draw. And ofc I'm not gonna give up yet, but still, I need more confidence in myself. But I can't just say "Joshi, from now on, I'm gonna believe in the ability to draw anything I want!". It just doesn't work that way. And... God, it's so hard to describe what I feel right now -.-

Maybe I'm just tired. Well then, oyasumi.

Maarja

*wow, that was a short one.*

*yawn*

yeah I've been tired pretty much all the time. Although the day before yesterday I went to sleep at 9pm and yesterday at 10pm, I am still so fucking tired. Why ? I'd really like to know.

The opening ceremony went well I guess.. I mean, it was raining a bit (the rain wouldn't do any harm, BUT our opening ceremony is outside, in Brackman's park) and a boy fainted right in front of me. I felt SO bad afterwards, because I first thought that he just fell or tripped or something like that and I started laughing a bit. When I realised what happened, I was like... fuck. But the teachers acted quickly and the boy recovered in a few seconds, so nobody made a big fuss over it.
So yeah, nothing interesting happened.

After that my grandfather came to visit with her wife. They bought a cake and my dad made coffe so we just sat in the kitchen, talking about... everything. When they were about to go away, grandpa gave me 500.-. Yay, tomarrow I'm going shopping with Tiina :3

Nothin' much happened today, so sayonara!
Maarja

Yo!

I don't want to go to school yet *sob*. This summer was really great, I went to the ETFÜ camp and met tons of people and played volleyball all night long. Then I was a teacher at the finnish-estonian camp AND met a girl who is also a big japanese fan + she was the only one of the kids who could speak english so I had to talk to her a lot ^^. And I also worked 2 months, and with that money, I'm gonna buy a bike. But tomarrow, school starts, ALREADY! Well, the opening ceremony is tomarrow and then will be the school camp- to days and one night. I decided not to go there, because as always, there is NOTHING to do. Exept some sports competitions and the drawing competition, but besides that, n o t h i n g.
Argh, shit happens.

Well, I'll try to study as much as I can this year, since I don't have music school anymore and I have loads of free time. I wanna graduate with really good grades and then... well I just want to prove myself, that I am capable of getting A's in any test. Well, exept maybe russian, because I really suck at that ^.^'
Anyways, gambate, watashi!

Oh I just can't resist ^^ Here are some pictures of my kitty-cat Joosep (who btw, just turned 1 years old)

13 reede.

OK so I haven't written anything here for a long time, but I have a reason! I was seriously sick starting from Saturday- constent stomach-ache and dizzyness. And of course the S-A started after I ate chinese food (btw, for the first time) and after I thought that I will NEVER eat it again, because I also started feeling sick from that. So I was lying there on the couch, when my mom came and told me that she wanted to go see Eclipse. When I refused, she literally started BEGGING me. So I ha no choice but to go. And here's warning: NEVER go soo Eclipse with your mom! There were so many silent kissing scenes and it felt really uncomfortable to sit there, next to my mom, while there's a wet kissing scene. Ugh *shivers*.

So anyway, when Sunday approached, I started feeling worse and worse. My tummy was seariously aching and I threw up twice. Even painkillers didn't help. Around 11.30pm, my dad finally called the ambulance, since I also had a fever. The parametics came, talked a little and then gave me 2 shots- 1 for the s-a and 1 for the dizziness. But even those didn't work! At that moment, I felt really weak and even started crying. The pain was unbeareable and I really wished to be under a narcosis for a long long time. Monday was a little bit better and Tuesday I almost felt good. Wendsday I finally felt health again.

But my sufferings didn't stop just then. Yesterday I went shopping with Tiina, and after when we went home, I had a heatstroke in the bus. And AGAIN I felt nausea and when I arrived home, I threw up twice. Again. That was again one of my most miserable day... Well, atleast the evening. We don't go shopping together much and that part was really fun. So, back to the topic, I think I finally fell asleep at 10 and woke up at 11.30 pm. I felt really really good, even my headache (oh yeah I forgot to mention, I had a strong headache too) was getting better. Of course I couldn't fall asleep so easily, but I succeeded around 1am. Yaay.

Today was a really really hot day at work. around 34 degrees.It wouldnt have been so warm, if there would have been a little bit of wind, but I guess it was too much to ask. So I bought myself a fan, and at least that helped a little. Well, actually today wasn't such a bad day. I read some books all day long ( "Kalevipoeg" and "Minu oma", can't tell the authors by heart)so 10 hours passed quickly. When I arrived home, I immediately went under a cold shower. Kimochii..

Stay healthy, kids!
Maarja

btw, sorry if I had any grammar mistakes.
btw 2, sorry if there were any repetetive words.
teehee ^^

Panda!!... iFail

So I slept over at Birgit's place last night and today I went to a shop called Panda with my granny (Fail). The best thing about Panda is that it is a japanese shop and that means that there are REAL, ALIVE JAPANESE PEOPLE IN IT!! today there was a young man... but I'm too much of a coward to have a full-fledged conversation with a real japanese person. Besides... oh well, it's better not to bring up excuses.
SO I got 2 cute shirts from there and after that we went to Steffani... With my granny - what a fail! And the funniest part about it is that Silver Laas from Traffic was sitting right next to us (!) with his friends. I felt totally stupid there, with granny talking about old-people stuff. Gosh, today is a real fail-day.

I wanted to do this "cosplay" yesterday evening, but I went to Birgit's place instead so I'm doing it today. The benefit is, that my parents will be gone 2 nights (Viljandi Folk... I'm so happy I didn't have to go :3) and I'm all alone. But I can't enjoy this very much, because I have to work all day (10 am - 20 pm). But I'll do my best not to be completely bored! Maybe I'll start drawing that picture I wanted to draw a while ago.. and of course I can sing all night with a loud voice, and I don't have to be afraid of who will hear. I'm not saying that I'm a terrible singer, I just like to sing by myself in my room. And Im never bored when I'm singing. Once I was singing karaoke versions of my favourite songs, and before I realised, I had sing for 3 hours straight! But I really enjoyed it. (Btw, sorry that the word "sing/singing" became so repetetive)

Okay, I guess I'll either sing now or watch a movie, can't make up my mind.

Cya, Maarja.

Edit: Triin noticed sevral mistakes in this text but I don't have the time to fix them, gomen ne :3

Madnesu, madnesu, dis iss SPARTA! lol

Haha so that "song" has been haunting me for some time now. It's called Hatsune Miku "This is Sparta 2". The first version isn't so good as the second - in my opinion anyways :D
And the other ghost is Trouble over Tokyo - "Pyramids". And no, it isn't a japanese song. It is sang by Toph Taylor and he's a british man. Aww that song is soo calming... I need a huge dose of rap after listening to it ^^

So I was sitting on the coach, thinking of what to do, and suddenly a lightbulb appeared above my head.. no really, I got an idea (i), I'm gonna do a ... I have no idea what it is, but I'm gonna do it's cosplay. It's like I'm gonna cover my face with white powder and then... oh, why to tell, when I can show you later ;). I don't want to do it right now, because my dad will get the "wut da F" face when he sees it, lol. So I'll rather do it around midnight or so. Muhahahahahaahaahaaaa.

Haha, that reminds me- yesterday at night, I did a hypnotism thingy on youtube. No need to talk about that, it was kinda boring, but right after it finished, my cell started to ring like that "Muhahahahaahaahaaa!" and it was really loud. So I almost wet my pants ^^ Nah, just kidding, but I was really surprised. Btw, I have that evil laughter as my text message ringtone, and this time, all the honor goes to Tiina, who texted : "Hey, what's up?". Haha.

Yaay I'm gonna go to the garden soon to pick some raspberries. But before that, I have to wait until my iPod loads completely. It's probrably gonna take a while, since I connected it with my computer 10 minutes ago :3
Oh well, I guess I'll just mess with iTunes for the time being.

LoL wut da F?
Maarja

Poreotics!

I just discovered the most awesome dance troupe in the whole world called Poreotics.

Warning, all of the fallowing is copied from wikipedia (starting and ending with a W)! lol

W:Poreotics, also known as Poreotix, is an all-male dance crew from Westminster, California. The crew was formed in 2007 and specializes in popping, choreography and robotics, hence the name Po-reo-tics. They have performed in numerous hip hop dance competitions, most notably coming in 1st place in the USA division of the 2009 Hip-Hop Internationals[1] and in other dance programs and competitions like Vibe 15, FUSION X, Body Rock, and World Of Dance. On April 8, 2010, they were crowned the champions on the fifth season of America's Best Dance Crew.[2]

They are known for their shaded, dark glasses, which they wear for all of their performances. As Jet-Li said, they wear the shades because it gives them character. When asked about it on the fifth season of America's Best Dance Crew, Can jokingly replied "well, it's because we are the Asian, and we have the small eye... so, and we like robot." w

My favourite is the guy called Matt "Dumbo" Nguyen. He has the coolest hairstyle ever! Okay, that's just fan-talk ^^ Anyway, check out their videos on youtube.

I would have done this blog longer, trust me, but I have to go to the bed, since I have work tomarrow... oh yay -.-

Phew, alive

Today's ghost: Rihanna, "unfaithful"

So, today I went to the beach with Tiina, Janek and Janar. At first, it was a little boring, we just talked and walked around.. oh yeah, we went to the children's playground and ate ice cream (which Janek bought :3). So basically we were just goofing around. Things started to get really fun, when we decided to go swimming. At first, the water was so smooth and calm, but like 10 minutes after we got in, the clouds were gathering and wind started to blow. 5 minutes later, the waves were HUGE and it started raining heavily. Despite that, Tiina didn't want to get out, and Janar said that we should stay where we are (like... 500 - 1000 meters from the shore) until the clouds go away. We agreed at the first, but when I went under water, I heard this sizzle noise, it was like there was electricity in the water. So when I was scared to death, the others were having a great time, especially Tiina, since she wanted to drown. Literally. What made things worse, the clouds were moving into dofferent directions, and since the wind was so strong, I really had a feeling, that a tornado was gonna form. How silly of me, but still, I wasn't the only one that thought that. When things started to get really dangerous, the others wanted to get out too. Exept Tiina. At that moment, I really wanted to slpa her and yell, that it isn't safe to be in the water, while there's thunder and lightning. Lucikily, we got to the shore safe, and quickly ran towards the car.
Later, the boys came to Tiina's place and we were resting a bit. Soon after that, they had to go back to Tartu, and we were left alone with Tiina. Since we hadn't eaten anything but ice cream, we decided to make some pasta. So I ran to the shop and bought minced meat, while Tiina was preapearing the other things. Sadly, Tiina's parents came home early and I had to leave too. I took my minced meat and wet clothes, and came home, running. It was still raining.

I have started listening to Rihanna lately, but I like the old songs like Take a bow, Unfaithful and Shut up and drive better that the new ones. Haha, Shut up and drive... sure brings back memories :D

Anyway, I have to go and have a chat with my mom... gosh, what have I done now -.-

Hugs and kisses,
Maarja

Sashiburi

Today's ghost: Sons of admirals "Here comes my baby"

Sorry I haven't written anything here since ... forever. Hontoni gomennasai! I have a reason, I hope. The thing is, I have been resting in the bed reading a book all day long... and sometimes watching a couple of anime episodes. Yeah, I know, a good way to spend summer. But I have to walk with crutches for almost 2 more weeks, so it's forgivable, right? And the reason why I am walking- limping- with crutches, is that something happened to my bike while I was driving. I had to drive very slowly, 'cause Tiina, her parents and sister and Reelika were walking like snails. I have no idea what happened, but suddenly my leg was stop between the pedals. It was really painful, but nobody seemed to notice that so I thought, what ever. I had to drive home from the beach while the others had a car. My leg was still hurting but I didn't want to call my parents. I thought that I could manage.
So I was driving slowly, trying to put as much pressure as possible on my other leg, so that the hurting one could rest. When I finally arrived home, I couldn't even stand on my leg so my mom took my to the ambulance. The doctor said that I had... side-kudede rebestus. So the bone wasn't broken, but I still have to walk with crutches.. oh well, here goes 1/6 of my summer.

I wasn't home on tuesday, so my dad recorded the last episode of Stargate SG1. When my parents went to the bridge yesterday, I finally watched it. It was kinda... awkward episode but I still loved it. After that I turned te regular tv on and what do I see ? Denmark vs. JAPAN! And it didn't take too long after I saw the first goal they made, and the second, and the third. So in total, Japan won 1:3! I was pretty upset over one thing though. The guys who commented the match, weren't pronauncing the names properly. But that's a minor thing, compared to the game though.

Some anime recommendations:

Angel Beats (ongoing)
In a world after death, angels fight for their fate and their future. Yuri, the leader of the Shinda Sekai Sensen, rebels against the god who destined her to have an unreasonable life. On the other hand, Tenshi, the chairperson of the student council for the world after death, battles against the SSS members. SSS members utilize armed weaponry to battle it out against the angels harnessing supernatural powers.

Itazura na kiss
In the romantic comedy story, a high school girl named Kotoko finally tells a fellow senior named Naoki that she has loved him from afar since she saw him on their first day of high school. However, Naoki, a haughty "super-ikemen" (handsome male) with smarts and sports talent, rejects her offhand. Fate intervenes when a mild earthquake ruins Kotoko's family house. While the house gets rebuilt, Kotoko and her dad stay at the home of her dad's childhood friend...whose son is Naoki.

Canvas 2
Kamikura Hiroki is an art student at the local school Nadesico Achedemy (High School and colledge level) that tends to be an arts teacher in the future. He is also the advisor to the high school arts society where his cousin, Housen Ellse attends. While Ellse is a painter like Hiroki, Hiroki seems to have given up on his dreams and no longer paints. There appears to be some mysterious trauma in the past for both of them that have changed them. Meanwhile, the high school hires a new PE teacher, Kikyo Kiri. On the first day, she bumps into Hiroki and is stunned. Here is the boy she confessed to and he refused her...

PS, the plot is from www.animeseason.com
PPS, sorry if I had grammas mistakes, I didn't have time to proofread it.

Graduation!

Yo! Yesterday was a really good day. I finally graduated music school! It was awesome sitting there on the stage with 36 people and receiving my diplomas. A small first grader made a speach for us and it was really really sweet ^^ I performed there too. 3 times. First with my violin and with this piece, second time was when I played with Tiina a song called "Song from a secret garden" and the third time was when all the graduating kids sang a song together. After that I received a lot of flowers. Not just one or two, but my hands were really full.. And some people even gave me money, so I received 1200.- Yayy ^^ I can't believe it's finally over...

Tomarrow is the biology exam. I think I'll do good, but it depends on what ticket I'll get. I hope it's number 1. Not much to talk about it, teehee ^^

I have to go to sleep earlier. It's just not right that for months now I have slept max 6 hours. I have terrible headaches all the time and I have been feeling sick since thursday. I know it's my fault and blah blah blah, but I just can't fall asleep early. It's impossible for me.

Grr how angry I am right now at my mom. We had a guest coming and right when he arrived my mom took her bag and was getting ready to go to the shop. So I sayd my mom "Don't go away now, I don't have time to deal with this guy" (He was still outside, getting out from his car) and my mom sayd "no no, I won't go away". Then she went outside to greet him. A minute later that guy came inside- without my mother. She still went to the shop and I had to give him tea and talk to him. Okaa-san no baka!

And now my mom wants my laptop. Kuso. I'll write some thing later, then.

Sayonara, Maarja.

Tartu yayy ^^

Today's ghost : Wat "Bokura no love-story"

Today was the chemistry exam. I don't care what anybody says, I passed. That's good enough for me since chemistry is my weakest subject.

I'll go to Tartu tomarrow. Again. This time, me, Tiina, Indrek and Siim are going to do some chgemical experiments. I know that I'm weak in theory, but I love making experiments. Me and Tiina have done hot ice.. although it wasn't hot, but it was still in liquid form so we suceeded. Anyways, it's going to be fun tomarrow. i hope ;)

Today was actually a boring day.. well, it wasn't completely wasted, because I met Birgit and Sander and we always have a lot fun together. Like today Birgit had to try on some clothes that my aunt wanted to give her... and there were some really funny ones. We made one skirt a nun dress and me and Birgit tried to put a net-shirt (not sure, if it's the right word.) on Sander. Of course he resisted and we couldn't complete our mission, but it was still funny.

Finally the sun came out today. It was raining in the morning until... probrably until 12.00. But it's getting colder. Right when thought that summer is already here -.-

I'm not really in the mood to blog right now. I'm just too tired *yawn*

Sayonara,
Maarja.

Uhmm... here I would like to say "Sassheburi" but I don't know how to write it :/ Triin-chan, could you tell me later how I should write it ? ^^ Arigato.

So music school is finally over.. Uhm, kinda. I still have to perform today and next saturday, but it's a piece of cake :) I got an 8 in my violin exam. Ureshii desu ^^.

The next 2 weeks are gonna be tough. I have the chemistry exam tomarrow, english exam on thursday, biology exam on monday and math exam on thursday. I'm not gonnna survie this, believe me. And I'm really afraid of chemistry. I just can't understand it >.<. But well, I'm not in mood to talk about school. Bhah.

I have started listening Koike Teppei and Wentz Eiji. Well, especially Teppei. He is just too cute ^^. I "discovered" him when I found out that there is a movie named "Lovely Complex- Live action" and because I liked the anime, ofc I started watching the movie :P . And Teppei was just adorable in it. I think my favourite song from him is "Kimi dake". And from WaT (Teppei and Eiji) is "Bokura no love story". Kyaaa ^^

My dad met a boy who draws manga AND plays violin.. Kakoi ^^ but well, he's 2 years younger than me -.-. But I got his e-mail and he can teach me to draw manga. Yatta ^^ I haven't met him myself, but I know that his names is Oskar. And he's SHORT xd Well that's what Tiina says, cause she knows him. Some kind of a family friend. I can't wait ta learn how to draw ^^

Anime reccomendations:

*Lovely Complex:
Risa Koizumi, taller than the average girl, and Atsushi Ootani, shorter than the average guy - their constant bickering and comical love-hate relationship is well-known throughout the school. They act similarly and love the same music, and their friendship is full of laughing, shouting at each other, and of course, lots of jokes about one another's height. But when Risa notices her feelings for Ootani growing, she's worried. She doesn't know if he can ever see her as more than a friend. With her friends rooting for her, she struggles to make him see how she feels about him, and that a romantic relationship between a tall girl and a short guy can work. Oblivious Ootani doesn't make things easy for her, but she stubbornly perseveres in her own unconventional way, determined for her feelings to get through to him, and finally be returned. If only she could do it without driving herself and everyone else crazy in the process...

*Love Hina:
Keitaro Urashima is determined to be accepted into Tokyo University, the hardest Japanese University of all to get into, because of a promise he made to a girl when he was young... a girl whose name he can't even remember. After failing to get into Tokyo U twice, he is kicked out by his parents and goes to live with his Grandmother at her hotel, but it seems it has been turned into an all girls boarding house. What's more, much to his surprise and to the tenants disgust, Keitaro is made manager of the boarding house

*Suzumiya Haruhi No Yuuutsu:
On the first day of high school a beautiful girl named Haruhi Suzumiya introduces herself as having "no interest in ordinary humans". She asks for any aliens, time travelers, sliders or espers to join her. Watching her weird behaviour is Kyon who sits in front of Haruhi and is the only person who talks to her. When Kyon comments about Haruhi's joining every club in school and then quitting he unwittingly gives Haruhi an idea to start her own after school club. Thereafter Kyon and several others find themselves dragged, literally, into the Save our world by Overloading it with fun Suzumiya Haruhi's Brigade (the S.O.S. Brigade for short).



Bhaah I have to go practice violin now >.<

Sayonara

Just another boring day..

So... Today was the last Solfedžo (sorry, I don't know how it is in english >.<) lesson. Yayy! But then again, there's an exam on friday. I hope that I'll pass because solfedžo isn't one of my strongest sides. But.. when I study, anything's possible, desu? Uh, at least I hope so.
Today was an extremely boring day at school. Nothing funny or interesting happened. Plus we had this substitution biology teacher, and she was talking ... loud. I am sitting quite in the front so I felt like I'm going to be deaf. Relly.
Oh summer, come quick! Me and my bff Tiina are organising a convention (It's not the right word, but I can't call it a reunion either, bacuse it's the first time we're going to see each other) of Hiiekoda. There are a bunch of people who deal with ghosts and the "Death world" and so on, but there are also people who are writers or who have a band... So basically it's for creative people. And I just know that it's going to be fun ^^

I hope that Triin won't mind,I mean, it's her idea, but I have decided to do an anime recommendation too. Sorry, if you have ańithing against it >.<

Shugo Chara:

One of my favourites by far, but for some people it can seem a little bit childish.But I just can't resist Ikuto (L)
Plot:
Hinamori Amu is know as the cool & spicy girl, but deep down, she is a shy little girl. She wishes to be stronger on the inside too, and so in the morning she discovers that she has gave birth to 3 colorful eggs (not literally, of course). From them, on by one 3 shugo characters are born.Ran, Miki and Su. The characters are a persons would-be-self and it shows what this person really likes to be. Beacuse it's not ordinary that one person can have 3 eggs, the so called guardians from the school asked her to join them. Each and every one of them has a shugo character too. She learns that there aren't only good shugo character's like her's, and her duty is to heal the hearts of the children, whose heart's are filled with sadness or anger. There are also Ikuto and Utau, silbings who work for Easter company. They'r mission is to destroy the heart eggs and throght that find the Embyro, a magical egg which fulfills a persons wish.

I'll make another recommendaiton later, bacuse my mother want's me to start practicing violin.

Sayonara, Maarja

I will never study again.

Correction, I will never study SO HARD again -.- I mean, I spent hours and hours studying for my music school exam and I got an 8 from 10. argh! So I studyied so hard just to get a crappy 8 ?! I'm so fucking pissed off .

Well maybe my bad mood comes from the lack of sleep and a constant headache. I need a vacation, seriously. My bro was so spontaneous today. He just bought the tickets and went to Stockholm with his girlfriend... I wish I had gone with them, of course hidden in they'r suitcases, or else they wouldn't let me ;)

10 minutes ago I found out that there will bea chemistry test tomarrow. Oh what ever, I'll just read through the topic before the class starts, like always.

*yawn*

I kinda finished my Ryuzaki picture.. but it came out as crappy as ever. I'll try to make it better and then someday I'll post it here.

I'm so tired that I can't even write anything decent here :D I guess I'll just go to sleep then..

Oyasumi!
Maarja.

Gay parade and first thoughts.

So the story behind my title, is that when I walked to the music school, a group of guys walked towards me. So I thought what ever. When I passed the group, I saw another group of boys and after that another, and my first thought was "Is today a gay parade?".
When I came back from the MS and I crossed the river, I saw 3 doves on the shore and one of them was putting his/her head in to the river. My first thought was "That dove is trying to do a suicide..."
Okay, obviously I'm too tired to even think straight :D
The "pre-exam" was an epic fail. I messed up so bad and my fingers were so stiff, that I couldn't play the fast places right. Oh well... whatever.
I have another exam tomarrow. In music school again, but this time, NO VIOLIN! *yayy ^^* I have to learn 50 classical music pieces and the composesrs by heart. Tomarrow the teacher will play us (on the stereo, of course) 10 of them, and I have to write what's the title and who's the composer. I think that it will go great ;)

Desperate to draw.

It's tuesday night, 23:15pm. I should be sleeping by now, because I have a... I guess I can call it a pre-exam (though it's not actually a word -.-') with violin tomarrow.It means that I have to play my final exam pieces. It includes 2 concerts and a lullaby. I know that it would be okay, since they only watch if I can get to the real exam, but I'm still nervous. Funny, when I have to perform with my violin, I'm always extremely nervous, but when I have to act or sing in front of people, everything's ok.
I just watched a bunch of Mark Chrilley's videos on youtube, and now I have a big urge to draw Ryuzaki from death note... in a cute chibi expression saying "That's MY cake" ^^. I have it all planned in my head, but because I'm not such a good drawer, then I'm probrably gonna mess up. Oh well, I have to practice :) I wanna draw now *rowr*! but I can't afford it. I need my good night sleep. Haha like I could really have one. My cat.. well, kitten, likes to wake me up by slapping me in the face with his claws. Ouch! And then my mother.. oh boy. My room is on the second floor and beacuse I'm terrible at getting up in the mornings, my mom has to shout "Maarja, wake up!". Then I yell back "Yeah yeah!" but she doesn't hear me, 'cause she's often preapearing breakfast. Then she shouts again "Maarja!" and then I have to run to the staris to tell her I'm awake. Sheesh..
Uh I guess I have to go to bed anyway, or else I'm gonna start drawing and I can't stop 'til it's already morning ;)
Oyasumi!