Depressed. That's the one word to describe my mood right now. I was looking through some pictures my friends drew, and well... I realised, yet once again, that I'm a pathetic drawer. I can't draw anything unless I have a picture of it, or it will turn out... slighlty said - horrible. Okay, I have a few pictures that are not so bad, but still. Although I lack of talent, I really really want to draw. And ofc I'm not gonna give up yet, but still, I need more confidence in myself. But I can't just say "Joshi, from now on, I'm gonna believe in the ability to draw anything I want!". It just doesn't work that way. And... God, it's so hard to describe what I feel right now -.-
Maybe I'm just tired. Well then, oyasumi.
Maarja
*wow, that was a short one.*
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